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So, earlier I let you know that I was stuck between a rock and a hard place. I couldn't decide to continue to talk to someone I had already put time and effort in or to go take another chance and talk to someone I hadn't spoke to in years. I can tell you now that I have been doing both. At first I avoided...let's call her Girl "A"...A's calls. She didn't too kind to that so I had to say a lot of sorry's to make up for it.
Anyway, things have been going well with both of them actually. Girl "B" and I have so much to talk about but I'm still not sure if there is anything more than harmless flirting and friendship...yet. But the real point of this update(and this is a VERY recent update I might add), is to let you know that another woman has entered my life. We "met" at McDonald's(she takes my orders, and I spit corny lines that usually work.) Anyway, me and "C" have gotten to know each other over a very short time and I don't know her last name!
Why is it that when I finally get tired of being single and playing the field, I am unable to escape the minefield of beautiful women? Do all women have an alarm that goes off in their head that tells them there's another man trying to settle down? And better yet, why can't I say NO? I wouldn't call myself a sex fiend at this point in my life, but whenever a girl is in the mood for anything sexual I have to be willing. The words "NO" just refuse to escape my mouth..
Why We Can't Win....Because it is NEVER our decision to enter a relationship. It has to be their idea, and it has to be on their time. I realize now that I want Girl "A"(despite Girl "B" probably being the more "experienced" and "C" being the hottest) because she brings a balanced set of features that I can't possibly turn down. But now I feel guilty because I couldn't say No. What happens when she asks me if I'm messing around down here? I'll bet a milli that my mouth doesn't lock down then.
Would she forgive me? If the tables we turned, would I forgive her? Am I even in the wrong? Damnit, now I'm back to square one....Do or Don't....tell her?
1. I hate you SO MUCH. You bitch and you bitch about beautiful women throwing themselves at you... you bastard.
2. You're not a sex fiend; being a sex fiend would imply you GOT ALL of the respective booty, which you have not, so no worries there.
3. Learn to say "No" You're like my friend; too nice and can never say no to anybody. Stop being a bastard and CHOOSE ONE. Don't go "oh, but what do I blah blah blah" I DON'T CARE. Choose the one you know in your heart you want the most.